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Word Play: Evil

8 Jul

After abandoning his post with Sophie, Avery drove to Dr. Lewis’s veterinarian clinic and pulled up to the back entrance.  He made a very polite, very menacing phone call to the proprietor while his partner sat in the backseat with Apollo’s head in her lap.  She seemed incapable of following protocol; he’d reminded her three times to call the incident in to the Operator before she’d picked up her phone.

Miles would want to know.  He wasn’t just a recruiter any more than Sophie just played with computers or Avery just enjoyed target practice.  Depending on who you met, Miles was a brother, an uncle or a father.  He was the heart and brains of the organization, and everyone knew it.  Even the police knew it, which was why an untraced call to the Operator that would take hours to transmit would have to suffice for the bad news.

Avery waited, his gun cocked, and listened to the highway’s hum echo over from the Epstine Marshall Exchange.  As the metal door cracked open, emitting a sliver of bright light into the darkness, he thought that the road out of Rochester had never seemed so far away.  Avery leveled his gun at the veterinarian and watched the older man freeze on site, his muscles tensed for the anticipated shot.

And that was the problem with card holding citizens, thought Avery with a grimace of disgust.  They’re all afraid of their shadows.

“What’s the word?” he called out the window.

“We don’t have time for this shit,” hissed Sophie from the backseat.  With her silent vigil, he’d almost forgotten her presence.

“Allergies,” responded the man in a quavering voice, his eyes still closed tight.

Avery holstered his gun and stepped from the vehicle, glad to be free of the combined stench of urine and blood coming from the backseat.  The alley, however, was no better.  Night air pressed down heavy, combining garbage and animal stink with the various odors of the city itself.  The result was a soupy air almost too foul to breathe.

The man scurried into action, seemingly immune to the noxious odors of the street as he carried half the burden of Apollo’s dead weight.  The two men moved slowly, heaving the body between them step by step over slick cobblestones to the small gurney waiting inside the door.  It was too small to hold the young man’s lean form; his limbs dangled over the edges as they wheeled him down the corridor.

Avery followed the small gurney while Sophie moved the car.  The sterile room they entered was lined with stainless steel counters and unidentifiable equipment mounted on rolling racks.  They set the body down, and then the veterinarian rolled Apollo onto his side.  Human stench caught Avery hard, and he stepped back involuntarily; he’d seen what happened to men too weak to control their gut.

He hovered uselessly while Dr. Lewis cut Apollo’s bloody shirt away and prodded his torso for internal bleeding.  The wiry man assembled monitors, scalpels and oxygen tubes designed for canines without glancing at his observer.

“How bad?” he finally managed to ask.

“Too weak for anesthesia,” the vet answered without looking up.

Avery nodded at the confirmation of his suspicions.  Truthfully, Apollo probably wouldn’t feel it anyway.  His face was nearly unrecognizable beneath the blood and swelling, though Avery had never seen him before anyway, and he would have needed a medic even without the stray round.  At most the man would whimper; he was sure there would be no screams tonight.

Avery left before the scalpel had a chance to test his faith and found Sophie sitting in the half-empty kennel.  She didn’t understand either, he saw.  On the drive over, when he’d worked up the stomach to ask who Apollo Passos was, she had responded simply.  He was the shadow of Hesiod.

Avery shivered now at the thought.  The man was young, his face hardly one to be mistaken for a murderer’s, but everyone in the Family felt his protective presence like a woolen blanket to ward off the dead winter.  He was a ghost, a man whose touch dropped men and women with fearsome impartiality and faded into darkness again without a trace, but he was their ghost.  In the old days men might’ve hunted, marked, cursed and denounced him as evil, but the embodiment of death could never die; he was immortal, and he kept the wolves at bay.

At least, he wasn’t supposed to die, thought Avery, his eyes on the bloodstains spotting the hem of Sophie’s shirt.  He wasn’t sure anymore.  If shadows could die, maybe men could, too.

The Contrarian

7 Apr

He pulled the balaclava off his head after he’d already climbed through her bedroom window and tumbled to the floor, but she didn’t dream of screaming for help.  The first time she saw the blue eyes behind the mask, she suspected.  Seeing his tousled hair only confirmed it.

He was a contrarian and had been as long as she’d known him.  His mother was a dentist, so he had ten fillings by the time he reached junior high.  In high school he’d worn zombie makeup to picture day.   He voted Republican because everyone else was voting Democrat and wore clashing colors to upscale restaurants.  His father was police officer; Sean was a professional criminal.  It only made sense.

“I’m not stalking you.”  He held his hands up in surrender.

She knew he was only saying this because of the restraining order.  This was a personal joke to him.  He had a warped sense of humor.

“They know you’re coming for me,” she said.

“That’s the stupidest thing I’ve ever heard,” he said.  “Heaven and Hell can’t keep me from you.”

She wished he’d decided that six months ago before she’d gotten engaged.  It would have saved them both the trouble:  her of pretending to love another man and him of pursuing her so steadfastly.  But, as usual, Sean didn’t want anything until it was impossible to get and had been creatively persistent since finding out about her engagement.  He disguised himself as an employee at the bakery, as the  florist and as the interior decorator for their reception hall just to give horrible wedding advice and woo the bride-to-be.  She was wooed, but her fiancee had done a background check and taken out a restraining order in her behalf.

She paced in front of the closed closet that held her wedding dress, unsure of how to break off the wedding or even whether she could.  He reclined on her windowsill and hummed; it was the one melody that she hated most, and he only loved the repetitive tune because he knew she would react.

“You’re so contrary,” she snapped, and he sat up and watched her with thoughtful eyes.

“You should try it sometime,” he said, peering out the open window.  “You never have to do what people expect of you.”

She groaned.  He always did what came naturally to him; she was the one who lived based on other peoples’ whims.  “Go away.”

“You know you love me.”  He tossed her his ski mask with a grin.  He ended the truth with a dare, just like when they were teens.

She studied the knitted fabric in her hand, imagining hundreds of possibilities.  He was right, of course, on both counts; she did love him and she did want to live for herself.  Maybe, just maybe, it was time to do the unexpected and unacceptable.  She smiled at him.

And pulled the mask over her head.

Caffeinated Delusions

20 Mar
This is your brain.

It’s late, but I am wide awake and the only sign of sleep deprivation is the usual burning in my eyes.  I could use eye drops – or sleep – but instead I turn a yawn into a deep breath and ignore the hour.  There is something special about night that enables writing.

When it’s an odd hour, the brain plays funny tricks on you.  Like convincing you that painting a faux window above your headboard would be easy or that Chris Farley was funny.  Sometimes the brain tricks you into being energetic – at least in theory – and you spend fifteen minutes contemplating taking a jog around the block before realizing it’s past 1 a.m. and the temperature is not friendly.

Holed up in your room with a laptop can be an amazing thing.  I equate late night writing to monks transcribing the Bible by candlelight, to the Marquis de Sade composing in prison, to Jack Kerouac on a rooftop with his typewriter.  I imagine myself the last person on Earth, the custodian of a lighthouse.  Isolation is the key; the silence is necessary to sit and let the mind empty so you can fill it with words, sentences and structured paragraphs.  It isn’t necessarily antisocial, and I challenge anyone to debate me on the subject.

This is your brain on caffeine.

I have a road trip planned that will never take.  I have a train trip planned that I will never go on.   I have at least ten friends who promise every year that they will go next year.  I have a thousand destinations bookmarked and maps on my wall.  I have books about places I should see in cities I will never enter in countries I will never visit.  I have wasted my time calculating the distances from Kansas City to Colorado and from Pennsylvania to Texas via New Orleans; I have never been to the South; I have never been to the West.  I have been to the North and the East but never the South, the West or the Southwest.

I will visit the Black Canyon in Colorado.  I will drive to the Arches and the Canyonlands and the Zion National Park in Utah.  I will continue west through Death Valley and head north to the Sequoias and Yosemite in California.  I will splash around in Crater Lake, Oregon and climb Mt. Rainier in Washington before I walk through the Olympic Rainforest and hike beneath the mossy trees in my worn boots.

Oh, wait.  No I won’t.  I don’t have the time or the credit cards to follow through with half-baked, caffeine-created vacations this year.

Caffeine is a hell of a drug.

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