Archive | August, 2010

Dream-Crashing a Bistro

25 Aug

I fly down the restaurant stairs, backward – almost headfirst – and land with an action-movie crash in the wooden tables below.

His strength is magnifying.  Usually, I am strong, but he has eclipsed me somehow; his power is life shattering. 

The fact that he is obviously bending spatial dimensions doesn’t bother me.  He is already next to me.  He picks me up by the lapels and throws me a final time; I am too dazed to catch myself and so I crash headlong through the neat rows of wooden tables.

Where are the patrons?

But no, I wear the sweaty face and slickened hair of an embattled action star – and I have lost the resolution to be one.  Picking myself up, I crawl through the splinters away from Him.  A straight shot of dread has turned my blood to ice, refusing to let me do much more than pull myself along.  I am a defeated hero, and I must look heroic unto death.

He simply steps on my back to halt my retreat.  I am finished!  My eyes are swollen like I’ve been beaten (and I have, of course.  Badly.) – too much so to meet his eyes – and my lip dribbles blood like drool. 

He sits down across from me and pulls me up into a semi-hunched position; without his crushing grip on my bicep I would crumple.

He wipes away glass and wood shards from a beverage menu, picks it up, and studies it with a hollow smile before realizing (as if he could forget) that I was still there.  Allow him to be polite:  he hands me the beverage menu and begins to explain the beer selection.

 “Here we have the Draft Beers,” he drawls, pointing to the laminated menu.  It maroon paper with tidy white text:  bistro material for sure.

 “And these are the Pilsner beers… do you like Pilsner?” My breath hitches painfully with every gasp but I manage to shake my head.

I watch his face, study the rough stubble on his chin, the square jaw and the cigar moving between his lips.  It all looks so very, very cruel.  He plucks the cigarette from his lips and uses it to point out the next selection.

“These would be the microbreweries.”  Squeezed between his index and middle fingers, the cigarette can’t help but appear impossibly trapped between stone.  I watch the smoking ember with growing apprehension.

I know the end of this scene!  I try to jerk away, but his grip threatens to rip my arm apart.  He points to the last category on the menu and says:

“Finally, there are fruit-flavored beers:  citrus, strawberry and… grape.”  I struggle now against him, but he simply clasps his free hand onto my jerking arm and all the fight is out of me.  My body is tensed with what I know is coming.

He puts the grape-flavored cigarette out against the tender flesh of my forearm.  I gasp, remembering having watched this exact scene on television before.

And then I woke up.

Gunmen

25 Aug

 

The night was cold and, thanks to a sweeping rain, miserable.  Sheets of rain fell in awkward angles, managing to dampen beneath every overhang and push beyond all barriers.  Thick clouds smothered the moon.  An endlessly rumbling thunder hung in the wind, and that is why they didn’t hear the helicopter approaching until it was too late.

The search light broke the sleepy solitude of the countryside.  Men shouted in rough voices but remained unheard as the whirring chopper blades spun.  The searchlight began to crane; it swept over the stone courtyard below, catching two scurrying inhabitants like cockroaches.

No order was given because there was nothing to say.  Thick cords of rope dropped noiselessly and the men followed headfirst, guns strapped to their backs.  The fleeing figures dropped under a spray of machine gun fire.  Their faces were frozen in a wide-eyed grimace as their bodies jolted forward and sprawled unnaturally.  The woman’s body craned and fell, straining even in death to make sure she could protect her hidden children.

She had been young, her husband not much older.  Neither was aging now; rather, the rain pooled and turned red around them.

Men roamed the yards, sweeping their guns before them.  Flashlights were attached like bayonets to illuminate the territory.  Staccato bursts of gunfire echoed despite the wind and rain and chopper noise.

Now that the others were taken care of, the men searched freely for their children.

From her hiding place in the mud and slime, the Girl watched her mother’s eyes bulge and finally go blank – go lifeless.  Behind her, deeper in the foul dog kennel and hidden by fouled hay, her younger brother clutched their baby sister.  She was sleeping silently – for now – in his arms.  The Girl’s hands trembled as they gripped the double-barreled shotgun.  She lay low in the muck and strained her eyes in search of the men with bright lights and loud guns.

The air was tense and sparking with electricity.  The lights became visible first, then the men behind the probing guns.  Their footsteps inevitably brought them closer and, quietly, the Girl raised the double-barrels six inches up, her eyes steady on the approaching gunmen.

He was almost upon them! The Girl’s heart pounded.  Her breath stopped in her lungs.  The searchlight swept over the wooden walls of the kennel; she found its strength unbearable as it broke through the slats between boards but kept her aim steady.  It wasn’t until the second pass of the light that the man caught a glimpse of her cherub face; their eyes met.  Time stretched into eternity during the two seconds she held his gaze.

The double barrels blazed with thunder and the man recoiled backward in a spray of gore.

And then I woke.

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